Maybe it's finally this one.
It's the weekend.
At last.
It's been a weird week. My brother got married. My other brother got cremated. And through it all work was still work. So I'm glad for the weekend, but also... not really glad generally.
And I'm tired. Really really tired. Still, I hope to get some progress made this weekend on multiple fronts.
My Game Dev project should be in a place to make decent progress. I just need to find the will & stamina to sit down and do it.
But.... some of the developers I follow on BlueSky have recently released awesome games & I really want to spend some time with those.
I NEED to dig into the last real hope I have at fixing my work problem. I honestly feel like if I can solve that, and nobody dies for a couple years... maybe I can rebound.
I need to make progress in dealing with my brother's affairs (and my mom's).
Did I mention I'm tired? I am. I can't remember shit. And I have used up all my executive functioning.
There's a non-zero chance I just sleep though the whole weekend & hope it somehow gets better if I just ignore it.
There has to be some version of the multiverse where that works. Maybe it's finally this one.